Nostalgia

I'm feeling very nostalgic today. I guess it has to do with everything going on in my life. Next month is the 5 year anniversary of something that changed my life in every way possible. A little over 4 months from now I will be married to the most amazing man I have ever met. My relationship with the Lord has been deepened to lengths I never thought possible. I've gone through trials, tribulations, worries, and happy moments. I have been to the bottom, I have been to the top, and I have been everywhere in between.

I take a lot of comfort in the fact that even though I don't know where I'll be in 5 more years, God does. And He has a plan for me. That is so beautiful.

2010 is off to a bang

2010 has started, and its going to be a whole new type of year. After my surgery, and discovering what the infection that has been tearing my skin apart is, its time to have a whole other outlook on things.

This year, things are going to be different. I'm going to focus on taking care of myself more. Spiritually, physically, emotionally. I never thought that running myself so hard, and ignoring what my body was telling me would get me into so much trouble. But it has. I have run my tank to empty, so now its time to fill it up with the good stuff: God's love, Jason's love, the love of friends and family, healthy foods, exercise, plenty of sleep, and never pushing myself to my breaking point.